29th December 2006,
4.20pm. Friday, Oooooh...gonna be holidays soon, and renovation gonna be end soon. Am so excited!! Can't wait for the holidays. Am planning for a trip to Ipoh tomorrow after half day work. Will be following Leong. He will be driving us: Phei, Ai Ling, myself to Kuala Kangsar first before Ipoh. Not sure what's the plan like... We gonna visit Cindy and her mum first. Phei will be staying with Cindy till New Year, to be there helping out, spending time and be a support to her and her mum.
I've not been visiting Cindy's mum. She has been diagnosed with Uterus CA pass months ago, and has been going in and out of hospital for treatment. This reminds me of my dad's condition, and the flashback comes into my mind. It's not easy, never been easy for a CA patient. Our family has gone thru' it in hard way..full of emotional turmoils, a lot of heartache and crying, ..not sure what is the purpose of all that had happened to my daddy, yet, God is still God, Man is still man. He makes all things beautiful in His time, He holds the eternity. We learned to treasure relationship, appreciate life, and see life in a different perspective thru' this experience. It makes us stronger.... I may be a negative type, but am learning, in every circumstances- to appreciate things and always be thankful in all circumstances. I'm not sure how I will react when I see a CA patient, only a prayer...only to pray. Ps. Prem Kumar passed away few days ago. The transplant doesn't work...he's so young and yet he not able to sustain. Sometimes, am just wondering...Why this can happen? It sadden me, to see good people suffers, ..but yet, God has His reason...His plans are higher than us, His thought is higher than our thought...
